I have a lot of nightmares, and they always take place in my grandparents home. I grew up there and as far as I know it was happy. In my nightmares however, the house always has a dark red glow, and horrid, gruesome, graphic things happen, often involving my mom. These nightmares always breed chaos, and I can never seem to get away from the house. I'll even wake up having a panic attack. Could I have some trauma that I don't remember?