I'm kind of self aware of my hair at the moment, a month or two ago some woman at a salon cut my hair, and I thought it was... Ok. It wasn't the best thing in the world, she left some of the instructions I said out of my hair, and it was too late to go back. I thought it wasn't that bad, that is, until recently a girl from my school took a picture of the back of my head, and to me I honestly thought it was horrible. So I'm trying to style it, without having to go back to that salon.