Hi, I have been in a relation ship from last 3 years with my guy who is a capricorn and I am a taurus as they say we are soulmates,he is the best I can get, he loves me and I love him very much. he shares everything with me but I hesitate a bit as there are things I don wanna tel him abt me.yes I have cheated on him once in past with a guy though I jus kissed him which I realised at tat very moment that it was wrong.now there is a guy I had a huge crush in college and he is back in my life after 5 years, that tym he wasnt interested in havin a relation ship with anyone and now he is all over me.he treats me with luv,he is a leo who are not so very comfortable to share their feelings with anyone but he did al this for me.i am the first gal he ever sought so much, wel I went to his place this weekend and we kissed and now I am thinkin m I realy in luv with my guy as I cheated on him twice.he is away from me from last 2 months and coming to be with me next month.point is I know m a bad person but whnever he is not around me,y do I cheat him.last tym also when I cheated on him,he was not around for 2 months and this is not the first tym I am doing this in a relationship,i had a boyfren before my present guy for 6 years and I cheated on him also.what is wrong with me...can I never be committed?can I never get married? Pls help