Can you fill the void of a Mothers love? How do I overcome the depression it causes?

The first line of defense against depression and anxiety is B vitamins. Get nutritional yeast powder and/or B-100 pills. Vitamin B2 is a water soluble dye that turns urine bright yellow. When the color fades, it's time for another dose. Read some books about nutrition so you know how to eat right.

Take acting classes so you can learn to act normal. Yes, it's true: normal people spend a lot of time memorizing conversation starters to make friends and stories to impress ladies and poems to get a family started.