Boyfriend situation?

Added 3+ months ago:

He cheated on me at least 3 times these past years since 2004 and it's been getting bad ever since. I really want to give him a piece of my mind, and he is also an alcholic which I never knew since he told me was drunk and then he threw up on my son, and now him and I are through and then him and I texted each other and he told me that he is going to marry me . . . which took me by surprise, and then we got married and then after that we split up because he commited a murder on my 5 year old son, and then I never wanted to talk to him again because of his stupidity.

I couldn't talk to him, my ex boyfriend for 5 months and then I found myself another boyfriend/husband and we've seen my ex boyfriend around town, normally with the police, because of his murder on my son.

I told my husband about my ex boyfriend and my husband told me that he is so sorry to hear about my son, and that he'd go and talk to the police department about his crime. But what he didn't know was that I already told him about his crime. I didn't tell him so now my life is practically messed up and I am not a good 16 year old girl.

Please do not tell me I am too young to have a husband. I had my first baby so...

Please help me as soon as possible (ASAP).

Thank you,

Nikki Cahill 16 years old

1st child murdered by my ex boyfriend.

2nd child currently alive

Added 3+ months ago:

My second son is 3 years old now . . .