You know when you are extremely smart, and you help everyone because it feels right, and you get a sence of purpose? You know when you are exhausted and want to give up and push yourself really far with no outcome. Been so alone that alone is your self. Ever just POSTED on google because you wish someone would read it and maybe help you without asking? I want to ask which sends me to tears.... but I won't ask because I can get a through this suffering. What I want is someone to believe in me and not doubt me. I want someone to hav3 a conversation with me and see for yourself how capable I am and invest in me. Not for a plan or idea but for my time and conversations. I am someone that identifies specifically different then everyone else. I am capable for things I can not provide myself.
