Well, two years ago I was diagnosed with social anxiety and Depression and I already know I have ADHD, I am a hypochondriac, extremely paranoid and find it hard to trust people, when i'm in a crowd of people surrounding me I begin to panic. Sometimes I see strange things that seem to be a random black or white figure that has no shape but wasn't there before then just vanish and sometimes the figure has a shape like a shadow human-like figure, an animal, human/ghost like, like a white cloud that floats into my face with a face, sometimes a pair of red eyes and I always feel something is watching me. Its hard to express myself without messing up. A few times before I'm fully asleep I hear voices whispering into my ear. Only once was there a male voice literally inside of my head yelling inside my head. I've had nightmares most of my childhood, I had emotional issues as a child.. I also used to believe someone is out to kill me!!! I have suicidal thoughts when I don't want to die, Sometimes I can't stop imaging a needle poking me in the eye or shots and it makes me feel uncomfortable because i'm terrified of needles. Also at times I feel random pains in different parts of my body and Sometimes my heart really hurts and I have headaches EVERY day. I have unusual fears that get in the way of my friendships and slowly driving people away from me giving me this empty/numb/heavy feeling in my chest area. And for some reason I literally forgot who my own brother was when he was in front of me.. I just looked at him wondering who he was then I realized he was my brother. That's never happened before. Sometimes I can actually feel something touching me when nothing is there... I've have thoughts of murder but I don't want to! I feel like I don't have control over my mind.