I love being alone and I laugh randomly for no reason. I can't control when I laugh (but only when I'm alone). Oddly, I get really inspired by psychotic characters from movies and serial killers and just people that are crazy in general. In my mind, I always imagine horrible scenarios for many different events throughout the day. I'm not exactly sure why. I'm super shy, so mostly likely if I was crazy, I probably wouldn't cause damage to others or anything like that. I just want an explanation to why I am the way I am. I always think I'm psychotic, but I haven't really talked to anyone about it. And honestly, I would love to call myself crazy and psychotic. That would be awesome.