Every year her temper gets worse and today she slapped me in the face and started shaking me around because I left some clothes in my room. She has a bad back problem and makes me miserable because she hates her life. She brainwashes people and makes me out to be the devil. My own father even condemned her behavior because she makes up lies about me. I tell her to leave me alone but she just throws more insults at me asking for a better child. I've tried to stand up for myself but that makes it worse. One time she made me pack my bags and drove me to a foster care center to scare me. I feel like there's no way out. I'm not suicidal but I feel like that's the only option.