I am a young teen. I have wanted to be baptized for a long time into the LDS church. This summer i was ecstatic when I finally got ahold of my own Book of Mormon. I haven't had a lot of time to read it, so yesterday when I was walking to the library alone (I can't drive), I brought it with. I'll mention that my family is not mormon, and they think it is a cult. I read my BOM at the library, but I forgot it there. The library was closing, I had a big stack of magazines to donate, and I think I put that in the bin, also. Last night i realized that it was still at the library. Today I went back and looked for it. It was gone. I try to tell myself that someone four have picked it up and believed, but I also think it could be in the trash, or burnt. Should I feel ashamed?
I'll need a new copy. I know you can get them at mormon.com for free, but my mom could see it in the mail. I can't read it online, and I share a kindle. I need the book. How do I get 1? No mean answers, please.